In His Hands

Ok this week has been really strange for me....I have this feeling that God is trying to tell me something! Have you ever had that feeling, and you just want to say "God just tell me what it is you want me to learn from this and it will save both of us some time" lol....Well I have been feeling like that all week....Its weird because I am not sad, or mad, or upset, or depressed, but I feel something weighing heavy on my heart. I do have so many questions for God and I almost feel that instead of telling me what he wants in my life, he is setting up a test for me. I love it when you know its coming but at the same time, I don"t because as you know I am not a very patient person. Its funny how God likes to choose a different method everytime he wants to tell you something.



I only want one thing out of this life, and that is to be in the center of Gods will. That is all that matters. If we are in the center of Gods will then it all will work out in the end. I think back to a sermon I heard a few months ago. This sermon changed my life and I don't think I will ever forget what was said. during the sermon I remember saying to myself "I want only to be in Gods will" over and over again in my head.



The preacher talked of how we need to be able to put our lives in Gods hands. Let God lead you where he wants you, and do with you as he pleases. If you get this into your head then, Guess what, It will all work out. We try to much to take control ourselves. Sometimes we think that we are putting it in Gods hands but at the same time we are trying to lead Gods hand. We cannot do that. God has to be in complete control. A lot of times we worry over nothing.



Since the sermon, I have tried my best to put it all in Gods hands. I feel like I have lived a stress free life for the last few months. I have been open to what ever God has in store for me. I mean, of course there will be some curve balls, because there are some things that God just wants to see how you handle it.

Try it, just where ever the Lord sends you, or whatever he has you do....do it! Don't question him. You will find that life is a whole lot easier then when you try to control it. Lets face it we all want to take control, it natural. But we have to be humble and submit to God. He is the one in control, and he needs no help.